Akala ko okay ang lahat sa buhay ko. Na parang walang kulang, pero mali pala. Mali ako ng akala. Hinahanap ko bawat lambing, bawat halik at bawat haplos na nanggaling sa mga taong minahal ko. Ang pakiramdam na may nag mamahal at ang pakiramdam ng nag mamahal. Di ko mawaksi sa isip ko kung anung mali at kulang sa akin. Kung anung meron ang ibang taong may karelasyon na tunay na nagmamahl sa kanila. Naiinggit ako kasi sana ako rin, sa may isang tao rin na hindi makukumpleto ang buhay na wala ako, bukod sa pamilya at kaibigan ko syempre. Kinakain ako ng inggit sa bawat mag karelasyon na nakikita ko na nagmamahalan. Sana ako din.
Sana ako din may isang tao na mag mamahal sakin ng buo at walang alinlangan. And I swear to god that I’ll love him more than he loves me. I’ll be faithful and loyal. I’ll care for him more that how I care about myself. I will hold his hand, hug him and kiss him like there’s no tomorrow. Ipagmamalaki ko sa buong mundo na akin lang sya at ako’y sa kanya lang.
Kelan kaya? Kelan kaya mangyayari ang mga bagay na yun. Kelan sya darating?
- There you are, just staring at me. Glaring at me with your lovely eyes. Your eyes that I love. But there’s an uneasy feeling stirring inside of me. Is that a look of love or a stare of pity.
- You know that I love you and everyday I’m still falling for you badly. But it seems that you don’t even care. Like, I’m just someone you know. Nothing special. But I still don’t care. It’s like the pain that I’m feeling right now because of you is so addicting. Even though I can’t get the love from you, I can’t stop. You’re always in my mind. Craving for your love. Knowing that I’m such a fool in still believing that I can get that love.
- When you came in my life, I’m already wreck. Damage due to my foolishness. I thought you’re the one who’s gonna rebuild me. The one whom I’m waiting to accept me regardless of my past. The past that I want to be buried in time. I’m trying to change because I love you. But here I am, thinking if you’re really the one. The one I’m waiting to fix and accept my damages. Or you’re one of them , whose gonna destroy the remaining me.
- I want to believe in everything that you say. Every effort you exerted and every glance of love I receive from you. But my mind and heart is still in war. Contradicting regarding what I feel and what seems real. I don’t know what to do anymore. I want to believe in you, I really do. Because I don’t want to lose you…and I love you. Please show me that you deserve the love I’m giving you.
Be more concerned with your character than with your reputation. Your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what other think you are.
I’m inlove with you, you just want to be friends and I’m totally cool living with that constant pain everyday. #Friendzoned
I don’t like getting attached to things if I know they won’t last forever. #SmileThoughYourHeartIsAching #PasukanNa